My Living Situation

    I don't live in a good neighborhood. I don't have a landlord that takes care of the place. I need out of this place. My oven doesn't work, my refrigerator bearly keeps temperature. It is emotionally draining, as often times I suffer from paranoia since the crime is extremely heavy in my neighborhood.

    Just a couple weeks ago I witnessed police officers break up a fight between a man and woman three houses down. And a few weeks ago before that we had a hit and run as a (possibly drunk) driver hit another car and ran off. This isn't the first hit and run, as another car hit the electrical pole to our place and cut off the power a few months prior.

    This type of living situation is not okay. I may have to consider drastic measures and move out. Unfortunately, rent is so costly, I cannot afford anywhere else at this moment. This is such a terrible situation to be in.

    Its the big reason I work on the game alot now. I want this game thing to take off and give me the money to leave.

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