Stress at Work.

I feel stressed at work. I feel like my absent mindedness hampers my ability to properly work at the level my boss requires. I don't want to work at the Bakery anymore because my chance of failure is just too high and it fucks with me. I am sure I am doing plenty well... well enough to not get fired. But I hate how many fuck ups I can do in a single night.

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