Conventions and Machina and Magic

    I have a convention coming up in October but I don't want to go to it. I am disappointed in the lack of work I have done on Machina and Magic, and feel like being there is going to be a waste of time. I hate that this is how I feel about it. Because I do want to go, for the sake of my friends and for myself.

    The part that worries me the most, is that I don't want to tell some of my friends I haven't been working on Machina and Magic and have been focusing on videogame stuff. I don't want them to feel like I gave up on them, I just need them to understand I have to switch to something that will make me money in the future. Machina and Magic ain't it.

    Please don't view this as me being bitter about my own projects, but... I am pouring out my feelings onto my dev blog so people can see the raw emotion behind all of this.

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